Future of our Childern

I sit and listen to what everyone has to say about the state of our economy and the government and the environment and wonder what it will be like in the future for our kids.

The politician”s bitch about it but when it come right down to it they stick to what their party concerns and agendas are. It seems all they care about is the power of their office’s and screw the people. Now I’m not saying all of them feel this way. It just seems like most do and our future will suffer for it.

When will they get a hint…. It’s not about them and thier power It’s about what is good for our country and world as a whole. You know the PEOPLE.

Do they really care about the atrocities of the Bush Crime Family? Are they really going to do something about righting the Bill Of Rights and the Constitution Bush trampled all over? Or our they just going to look into it?

Do they have the BALLS to bring these people to justice? Or are they going to say the past is over lets move on?

So here I sit and listen and wonder hoping this new administration will have the balls to do something and hope that the future of my child is healthy and secure and that all his rights are intact.

What to say?

Today begins with the usual stuff … I get up ,make coffee, feed the animals and make the Kids lunch ,take a shower and walk the dog and off to school… yea.

I use to listen on the radio to NPR or Air America now instead of my political news I listen to recordings of my previous class. So when I get home I turn on my favorite news show MSNBC.

Today everyone is talking about that idiot Rush. Why are we giving this moron any air time. Who really cares. Why aren’t  they talking about what is relevant to you and me? You know the economy , jobs ,the housing market and what the hell is this stimulus package have in it.

I mean come on lets make sure our congress is doing their job.

Personally I would like to know are they going to take care of all the laws that have been broken by the Bush crime family. Have they finally gotten Carl Rove to come before congress or any of the others that have been subpoenaed?

Will our constitution be put back to rights? Will we get our constitutional rights back that have been taken from us? And if you have know idea what I am talking about shame on you for not paying attention to the past eight years.

I listen to the Republicans bitch about this and that and still I hear no constructive plans from them. I only hear the same old crap that they have been spouting for years. Have they not gotten it yet trickle down effects do not work…

Thank God for Keith Olbermann and Rachel Maddow they keep us informed and stay on topic and they keep them(congress) honest. I never thought in my wildest dreams as a kid that someday I would pay attention to world and local events. That I would watch C-Span where congress would do business and watch the political process in action. My have I grown up I may bitch about what the last president did to this country,but I am so proud to be an American.

So the day ends.. Come home, make dinner feed, the kid and watch T.V and go to bed.

Sundays

Here I sit on Sunday Afternoon  thinking got to get more studying time in and really not doing much for it.

Here we are …Sundays…. Some say this is a day of rest other go to church and some spend time with family. Yes?

What is  this day to you? Is it one of these thins I just mentioned or is it something else?

Sundays in my house growing up was first church then brunch either at the Club my parents belong to or a favorite restaurant. Then home to get ready for the week to come. Usually school for me.

Today however, Sundays mean studying for quizzes or end term tests and always awaiting my beautiful boy to come home from his Dads house.

Oh did I mention and get ready for school! Nothing has changed in that category yet…

So here I sit contemplating do I study, do I play on face book or do I get off my ass and study? What do you think? If you know me you know the answer to that. I am very picky about my grades..

So as you sit enjoying your Sunday afternoons stop and think what this day means for you………..

So enjoy your day whatever it means to you.

What To Do?

Today I promised myself that I would make calls to people or companies that are necessary to keep my home and all I can do is sit and stare in fear.

I can always give others the advise to act and I have trouble doing it…

Being me is not that easy. I let fear paralyze me and I wait till the last minute do do anything about it.

A good example is .. Here I sit blogging on what I should do instead of doing it . Just putting it off till the last minute or just wasting time.

Can anyone relate to this. My family think “oh she is so strong ” and yet most of the time I wonder what the hell they’re talking about.

Yea I know I try Hard. That’s what my teachers said about me throughout school, but do I really?? Do I try hard? Or am I just lazy ? Or afraid or am I just fooling everyone including myself?

Step into the shoes of someone who is unsure of who they are.  Am I really that great mom my son thinks I am? Or that awesome sister and friend everyone else thinks I am? These are the thoughts that go through my mind pretty often.

Then I sit back and think!!!!!! Yea I am an awesome mom and friend and sister and it really doesn’t matter what the no Sayers have to say. I don’t know about the rest of the world but there are those who would have issue with me and how I am. I get hurt by their words and actions  and then I hear  little voices in my head or loud ones standing next to me “Brush your knees off and do it again”or “Pull yourself up by your bootstraps”(thanks mom).

This is my life right or wrong I don’t think I would change it for anyone.

So here I sit letting my thoughts hang out and wonder really who is going to read this blog anyway??????????

Times A Changing

This is my very first blog. I feel like my Mother did when she had to listen to our music, you know Rock and Roll?

The Tech Age , my son’s world and something I am learning about every day.

First the P.C then the cell phone and now websites like Face Book and blogging.

I don’t know about you but me thinks I am a little outta touch with this 21st Century stuff….

You know I took a computer class in college and still I have to ask the kid how to do things on my own computer. My sister is even more updated with this stuff then I am and she’s older then I am.(no offense sis).

I had to call my sister to ask to help me with this. I have no shame, but Iam learning I guess that is what life is all about. You know learning and growing and crawling and then finally walking. Yea, I have stood up and walked.

Now I know I don’t have the eloquence that my sister does  because I can not spell worth a damn.

Now I know why my mom said look it up. I often thought that was dumb because if you can’t spell it you can’t look it up.

Oh well, I have learned to do it anyway. THANK GOD FOR SPELL CHECK!!!!!!!!!!!

So here I sit ranting on about blogging and coming into the 21st Century.

So I thank anyone who chooses to read this and be bold enough to comment on it.

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